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This Is Actually Happening

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  Wondery  

What if your mother left to follow a cult… or you woke up in a morgue… or if your boat got caught in a storm and began to sink -- what would you do? This is Actually Happening brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them. From a man who finds out a celebrity crush isn’t who she seems to a woman stranded in a Mexican desert fighting to survive, these stories will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to hear what happens next. New episodes come out every Tuesday for free. Listen 1-week early and to exclusive past episodes - all ad-free - with Wondery+ or Amazon Music with a Prime membership or Amazon Music Unlimited subscription.

What if your mother left to follow a cult… or you woke up in a morgue… or if your boat got caught in a storm and began to sink -- what would you do? This is Actually Happening brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them. From a man who finds out a celebrity crush isn’t who she seems to a woman stranded in a Mexican desert fighting to survive, these stories will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to hear what happens next. New episodes come out every Tuesday for free. Listen 1-week early and to exclusive past episodes - all ad-free - with Wondery+ or Amazon Music with a Prime membership or Amazon Music Unlimited subscription.

 

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#170

270: Point Blank #2: What if your grandson was orphaned?

After losing her daughter to a freak accident, Sissy Feitelberg focuses on supporting her grandson Gage who lives in Rancho Tehama with his widowed father, Danny, but when a shooting spree begins, a deeper horror falls on the family and leaves Sissy to pick up the pieces. Today’s episode is Part Two of our limited series, “Point Blank,” featuring five stories of people impacted by the spree killing of Rancho Tehama California in 2017. There, a lone gunman killed his wife, then his neighbors and then began a shooting spree, attacking 8 different locations in the span of only 25 minutes, ending at elementary school, andleaving 6 people dead and 18 wounded. This series is co-produced by This Is Actually Happening creator and host, Whit Missildine and Connor Sheets, investigative journalist with the Los Angeles Times, with special thanks to Jason Blalock, and Andrew Waits. To find out more about the shooting, you can read the original article by Connor that inspired the story, titled: “It was California’s forgotten mass shooting. But for victims, the ‘hell’ never ends,” on the [latimes.com] (http://www.latimes.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Connor Sheets Editors: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: gun violence, mass shooting, death, child endangerment, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Connor Sheets Twitter: @ConnorASeets Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music and Sound Design by: Marcelino Villalpando Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

21 Mar 2023

42 MINS

42:49

21 Mar 2023

#169

269: Point Blank #1: What if you pled for your life?

After navigating a hardscrabble, working-class life, Troy McFadyen finally settles down with his wife in rural California, when one day driving down the road, they are aggressively T-boned by a stranger, and suddenly find themselves in the middle an unthinkable tragedy. Today’s episode is Part One of our limited series, “Point Blank,” featuring five stories of people impacted by the spree killing of Rancho Tehama California in 2017. There, a lone gunman killed his girlfriend, then his neighbors and then began a shooting spree, attacking 8 different locations in the span of only 25 minutes, ending at an elementary school, andleaving 6 people dead and 18 wounded. This series is co-produced by This Is Actually Happening creator and host, Whit Missildine and Connor Sheets, investigative journalist with the Los Angeles Times, with special thanks to Jason Blalock, and Andrew Waits. To find out more about the shooting, you can read the original article by Connor that inspired the story, titled: “It was California’s forgotten mass shooting. But for victims, the ‘hell’ never ends,” on the [latimes.com] (http://www.latimes.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Connor Sheets Editors: Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: gun violence, mass shooting, death, graphic bodily injury, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Connor Sheets Twitter: @ConnorASheets Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self. Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music and Sound Design by: Marcelino Villalpando Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

14 Mar 2023

43 MINS

43:56

14 Mar 2023

#168

268: What if he followed you into the house?

Having grown up in a safe, sheltered home, a woman balances her career, marriage and five children, but one morning, when her husband is traveling on a two-month tour of duty, a man enters her home and a nightmare begins that lasts well beyond the first 48 hours of hell. Today’s episode featured Brittany Todd. You can find out more about Brittany and her daughter on Instagram @fortis_liberque. You can also reach out to her over email at [animusfortis87@gmail.com] (mailto:animusfortis87@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: home invasion, graphic violence, graphic bodily injury, child endangerment, child abduction, sexual abuse of a minor, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

07 Mar 2023

54 MINS

54:21

07 Mar 2023

#167

267: What if you were forced to keep the nanny's secret?

Born to an affluent Mormon family, a boy befriends a rotating set of nannies that help raise him and become part of the family unit, but his favorite nanny starts playing games that reveal darker intentions. Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual abuse of a minor, suicide attempt, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

28 Feb 2023

48 MINS

48:11

28 Feb 2023

#166

266: What if you thought everyone was dead?

While in the depths of a toxic relationship, a woman begins experiencing a magical, unseen world around her, but on a layover on a flight through LA, the world becomes all too real. Today's episode featured Kimberly Rose. If you'd like to reach out to her, you can email at [contactkimberlyrose@gmail.com] (mailto:contactkimberlyrose@gmail.com) , or find her on Instagram at @thefakekimberlyrose. Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Editing: Matt Volla Content/Trigger Warnings: substance abuse, mental illness, sexual abuse of a minor, suicide attempt, suicidal ideation, psychosis, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

21 Feb 2023

53 MINS

53:33

21 Feb 2023

#165

Introducing COLD: The Search for Sheree

Sheree Warren left her job in Salt Lake City on a mild October evening in 1985. She told a coworker she was headed to meet her estranged husband, Charles Warren, at a car dealership. But she never made it, Sheree vanished. When her car mysteriously surfaced weeks later, hundreds of miles away in Las Vegas, no one could say how it got there. When a young mother disappears under unexplained circumstances, police always turn suspicious eyes towards the husband. And although there was distrust around Charles Warren, he wasn’t the only suspect when Sheree went missing. She also had a boyfriend, a former cop named Cary Hartmann, who lived a sinister double life. Season three follows two suspects– men who both raised suspicion for investigators. But with two strong persons of interest with competing facts and evidence, it muddied the murder investigation. This season, host Dave Cawley, digs into the lives of these two men, the details of the case and examines the intersections between domestic abuse and sexual violence. The COLD team seeks to answer the question: what really happened to Sheree Warren? Hey Prime Members, you can binge all 10 episodes of COLD: The Search for Sheree ad-free on Amazon Music. Download the Amazon Music app today: [Wondery.fm/TIAH_ColdS3] (http://Wondery.fm/TIAH_ColdS3) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

20 Feb 2023

09 MINS

09:10

20 Feb 2023

#164

265: What if a routine pickup led to a crushing blow?

Reeling from the early loss of his father and abuse in the family, a man finds an outlet through cars and becomes a repo agent, but on a routine job one night, he faces a life-altering danger that will change him forever. Today’s episode featured Brian White. If you’d like to reach out to Brian, you can email him at [A73vdub@yahoo.com] (mailto:A73vdub@yahoo.com) Producer:Whit Missildine, Aviva Lipkowitz Content/Trigger Warnings: death, domestic violence, abuse of a minor, assault, graphic bodily injury, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

14 Feb 2023

51 MINS

51:06

14 Feb 2023

#163

264: What if you were carjacked at gunpoint?

A woman struggles to break free from the rules of her strict and sheltered upbringing, but after battling a derealization disorder and finding a new life for herself, she faces a danger she could never have imagined. Producer:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, depression, derealization/depersonalization, kidnapping, sexual assault, sexual abuse, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Sara Marinelli: [www.saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

07 Feb 2023

44 MINS

44:44

07 Feb 2023

#162

263: What if a darkness destroyed your family?

A woman grows up in a loving Libyan family in California, but after recession hits and her dad falls on hard economic times, a darkness enters the family that destroys everything. Today's episode featured Nour Naas. To find out more about Nour, you can find her writing online at: [nourmnaas.com] (http://nourmnaas.com/) . You can also find her on Instagram at @nourbabyyy and if you'd like to reach out to her, you can email her at [nouralnaas@gmail.com] (mailto:nouralnaas@gmail.com) . Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence and abuse, graphic violence, murder, death, police violence, suicidal ideation, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

31 Jan 2023

54 MINS

54:36

31 Jan 2023

#161

262: What if you were mauled by a grizzly bear?

While hunting in the Canadian wilderness, a man accidentally comes between a grizzly bear cub and its mother and a terrifying a fight for his life ensues that will change him forever. Today's episode featured Jeremy Evans. You can find many more details about Jeremy and this story in his incredible memoir, 'Mauled: Lessons Learned from a Grizzly Bear Attack', published by Rocky Mountain Books. To contact Jeremy you can reachout to his Publicist at [genevieve@rmbooks.com] (mailto:genevieve@rmbooks.com) or contact Jeremy directly at [Grizzlydude01@gmail.com] (mailto:Grizzlydude01@gmail.com) Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Show Sponsors: Betterhelp: This episode is sponsored by/brought to you by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self.” Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Content/Trigger Warnings: very graphic bodily injury, graphic description of blood and medical situations, attempted suicide, violence inflicted on a child, explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow – Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

24 Jan 2023

49 MINS

49:38

24 Jan 2023

#160

261: What if your mother was a victim of a secret government experiment?

A woman learns shocking truths about what happened to her mom when she was young, while caretaking her mentally ill father and grappling with revelations that haunt the family forever. Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, sexual abuse,explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

17 Jan 2023

53 MINS

53:08

17 Jan 2023

#159

260: What if your husband claimed you were dead?

After a chaotic upbringing ending with her parents’ divorce, a woman falls into the hands of a man whose promises are too good to be true. Today's guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you'd like to reach out to her, you can email at [journeyforward808@gmail.com] (mailto:journeyforward808@gmail.com) . Producer:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, sexual abuse, explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” “Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

10 Jan 2023

49 MINS

49:35

10 Jan 2023

#158

What if your singular dream fell to pieces? - [Rebroadcast - #134]

After devoting his life to a singular passion, a man develops a rare condition that threatens to crush his dreams forever. Today’s episode featured Stefan Weiner. As a musician, he goes by Stefan Alexander and you can hear more about his music on his website at [www.stefanalxndr.com] (http://www.stefanalxndr.com/) , on Instagram@stefanalxndr, or look for Stefan Alexander on any music platform. Producer:Whit Missildine Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Content/Trigger Warnings: medical trauma, explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” “Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

03 Jan 2023

39 MINS

39:49

03 Jan 2023

#157

What if you were tortured in an Iranian prison? - [Rebroadcast - #238]

A teenage Russian immigrant in Iran is jailed and tortured during the Iranian Revolution of 1979, but when a prison guard falls in love with her, she’s forced to weigh the price of her freedom. Today's episode featured Marina Nemat. You can find out more about Marina and her story by going to [marinanemat.com] (http://marinanemat.com/) . There you can findcontactinformation and more about her two books, 'Prisoner of Tehran', and 'After Tehran: A Life Reclaimed.' Her books are also available on Amazon, Simon & Schuster and Bookshop.org. Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Episode Summary: A teenage Russian immigrant in Iran is jailed and tortured during the Iranian Revolution of 1979, but when a prison guard falls in love with her, she’s forced to weigh the price of her freedom. Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com/) Content/Trigger Warnings: torture, prison abuse, rape, sexual abuse, murder, graphic violence, psychotic episodes, explicit language Episode Sponsors: Rocket Money. Rocketmoney.com/happening Wondery Plus: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the full catalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line: Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

27 Dec 2022

1 HR 09 MINS

1:09:34

27 Dec 2022

#156

What if everyone pretended you were dead? - [Rebroadcast - #212]

A man searches to find love for himself and his family after facing the dark consequences of being disfellowshipped by the Jehovah’s Witness. This episode is part of our 2022 holiday rebroadcast series. Originally airing on November 16, 2021, this episode was removed from the catalog shortly after it was released, and is being restored today, both here as a rebroadcast episode and in the back catalog, for the first time in over a year. Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [www.jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com/) Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual assault, molestation, suicidal ideation, alcohol and drug abuse, addiction, mental illness, domestic abuse, suicide attempt, explicit language Wondery Plus: All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service. To access the full catalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Episode Sponsors: Rocket Money: rocketmoney.com/happening Support the Show: Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store: The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness: 1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN): 1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line: Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

20 Dec 2022

48 MINS

48:04

20 Dec 2022

#155

259: What if you survived a serial killer?

While pregnant and navigating a rocky relationship, a woman coming home from a local fair stops for a soda one night and suddenly faces the brutal terror of a notorious serial killer. Today's episodefeatured Jane Boroski. Jane is the only survivor of the Connecticut River Valley killer who murdered at least seven people, whose identity still remains unknown and the case remains unsolved. Jane has started her own podcast called "Invisible Tears" in which she shares more of her own story, explores other unsolved cases, and givesa platform to expand awareness around trauma, PTSD, truth and healing. You can find out more about Jane, her podcast and connect on social media by visiting her link tree at [linktr.ee/invisibletearspodcast] (https://linktr.ee/invisibletearspodcast) Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Content/Trigger Warnings: graphic violence inflicted on a pregnant woman, graphic bodily injury, attempted murder, stabbing, traumatic pregnancy, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

13 Dec 2022

57 MINS

57:41

13 Dec 2022

#154

258: What if you fell in love with a vampire?

After suffering the horrific abuses of his Southern grandmother, father and mother, a teenage boy discovers his own queer identity through a fantasy world, but when it becomes all too real, everything he believes is called into question. Today’s episode featured Michael. If you’d like to reach out to him, you can email at [vVsanctionVv@hotmail.com] (mailto:vVsanctionVv@hotmail.com) . Producers:Whit Missildine Content/Trigger Warnings: graphic domestic abuse, abuse of a child, mention of rape, mention of drinking blood, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

06 Dec 2022

55 MINS

55:52

06 Dec 2022

#153

257: What if you didn't know who to believe?

After leaving the Jehovah’s Witness faith of her childhood, a woman redefines her life with her husband and child and becomes a loving foster parent for many, but as one of her foster children comes of age, the chaos threatens to unravel the entire family. Today's guest requested to remain anonymous. But if you'd like to reach out to her, you can email at [Friends13459@gmail.com] (mailto:Friends13459@gmail.com) . Producers:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli Content/Trigger Warnings: child endangerment, sexual assault and rape of a minor, drug use, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Sara Marinelli: [saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Union Flow” - Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

29 Nov 2022

52 MINS

52:46

29 Nov 2022

#152

256: What if you prepared your boyfriend's body?

After losing her father at a young age, a woman begins apprenticing as a funeral director, but when tragedy strikes again, the loss takes an exponential toll. Today’s episode featured Kelsie. You can find out more about her on Instagram and Twitch: @HumanPterodactyl Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, suicidal ideation, suicide, graphic medical descriptions, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

22 Nov 2022

51 MINS

51:59

22 Nov 2022

#151

255: What if they didn't ask and you couldn't tell?

A man growing up in the closet joins the military under “don’t ask, don’t tell” and numbs his identity with alcohol, but after becoming a nurse and after COVID wreaks havoc, his downward spiral hits a new rock bottom that will decide his life or death. Today’s guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you’d like to contact him, you can email at [M2980737@gmail.com] (mailto:M2980737@gmail.com) . Content/Trigger Warnings: murder of an animal, domestic abuse, miscarriage, bullying, alcoholism, addiction, self-harm, suicidal ideation, suicide attempt, COVID death, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Sponsors: This episode is sponsored by BetterHelp. Give online therapy a try at betterhelp.com/HAPPENING and get on your way to being your best self. Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

15 Nov 2022

48 MINS

48:27

15 Nov 2022

#150

254: What if your father annihilated the family?

A woman grows up in a home chronically terrified by her father’s abuse, but when her parents split and he starts another family, she learns of the true, horrifying danger she was in her entire life. Today's episode featured Lisa Nikolidakis. You can read much more about this story in her incredible memoir, No One Crosses the Wolf. You can also find out more about Lisa on Instagram @lisanik or on Twitter @lisanikol, and check out her other award-winning essays, at [lisanikolidakis.com] (http://www.lisanikolidakis.com) Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, sexual abuse, incest, suicidal ideation, eating disorder, self-harm, graphic scrime scene detail, murder, death, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

08 Nov 2022

1 HR 06 MINS

1:06:13

08 Nov 2022

#149

253: What if you couldn't even remember the crash?

As a teenager struggling with severe depression and anxiety, a woman finds dance as her only outlet, but on a night that is lost to memory, a horrific accident transforms her body, her brain and her identity. Today's episode featured Desiree Ford. You can find out more about her on Instagram @fesireedord. Out of their experience of the accident, Desiree and her mother have also begun holding workshops and speaking engagements for resilience training to help others adapting to major life changes. You can find out more about this project on Instagram @resilientspirit_ as well as on their website [resilientspirit.ca] (http://resilientspirit.ca/) . Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, suicidal ideation, car accident, graphic bodily injury, death, death of an animal, traumatic brain injury, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

01 Nov 2022

44 MINS

44:29

01 Nov 2022

#148

252: What if you watched your mother disappear?

A man tries to put the pieces of his life back together after growing up with a mother who suffered from severe OCD and anorexia. Today’s guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you’d like to reach out to him directly you can email him at viking0531@gmail.com. Content/Trigger Warnings: severe eating disorder, anorexia, OCD, sexually explicit material, mention of suicide, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Union Flow” – Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

25 Oct 2022

45 MINS

45:41

25 Oct 2022

#147

251: What if a false allegation stole what you valued most?

A woman diagnosed with bipolar disorder experiences a roller coaster of destroyed relationships and mental storm, but after stabilizing through therapy and medication her mentally compromised mother makes an accusation that cannot be revoked. Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, domestic abuse, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

18 Oct 2022

41 MINS

41:19

18 Oct 2022

#146

250: What if a devastating truth only deepened the mystery?

Growing up Black and queer in the South, a man finds an identity for himself through the arts and establishes a wonderful marriage with children, until one day, when his husband is late coming home, there’s a ring at the door and his entire life unravels. Content/Trigger Warnings: use of a derogatory racial slur, use of a derogatory homophobic slur, mention of gun violence, mention of suicide, mental illness, drug use, drug overdose, explicit language Producers:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Sara Marinelli: [saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

11 Oct 2022

54 MINS

54:37

11 Oct 2022

#145

249: What if you knew your baby was going to die?

Coming from a charmed, conservative, Catholic upbringing, a woman must confront her deepest beliefs as she struggles with the reality and implications of the most devastating news a mother can receive. Content/Trigger Warnings: traumatic pregnancy, death of an infant, explicit language Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

04 Oct 2022

47 MINS

47:03

04 Oct 2022

#144

248: What if an invisible disease blew up your life?

After surviving a chaotic and abusive upbringing, a woman develops an undiagnosable autoimmune disorder that threatens to take her vision and her livelihood, but when a friend brings a blow-up doll to play a practical joke one night, everything changes. Today’s episode featured Gina Hessburg. You can find out more about her and Rafael on Instagram @blowinguprafael or on her website, [blowinguprafael.com] (http://www.blowinguprafael.com) . On the website, you can also buy Gina’s book, Blowing Up, featuring her journey with Rafael. Gina is offering listeners to This Is Actually Happening $10 off her book if you use the code HAPPENING. $5 of each sale goes towards organizations that provide patient support and research for treatments for people like Gina. Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, mention of suicide, medical trauma, explicit language Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [www.andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

27 Sep 2022

47 MINS

47:11

27 Sep 2022

#143

247: What if you didn't see the signs?

Bill Mitchell built a successful career, marriage and family, but just as his bright and loving daughter graduates from college with big dreams, an unthinkable event irreversibly changes everything. Today’s episode featured Bill Mitchell. Bill has a book and podcast, both called When Dating Hurts. You can find out more about Bill, his book and his podcast, all at [whendatinghurts.com] (http://www.whendatinghurts.com/) . You can also find his book on Amazon. Bill was originally featured on Scott Johnson’s amazing podcast, What Was That Like. If you love This Is Actually Happening, check out What Was That Like, featuring stories from people who have been through something extremely unusual. You’ll hear people talking about being in a plane crash, a mass shooting, a grizzly bear attack, and many more. The guest comes on and tells the details of what happened, first hand. If you like This Is Actually Happening, I know you’ll want to subscribe to What Was That Like. It’s available on any podcast app, or at WhatWasThatLike.com. If you or someone you know is in an abusive relationship, please call the National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, graphic bodily injury, murder, death, explicit language Producer:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Union Flow” – Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) National Domestic Violence Hotline: 1-800-799-SAFE (7233) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

20 Sep 2022

50 MINS

50:16

20 Sep 2022

#142

246: What if you could never be what they wanted?

Always feeling she had failed the ideals of her strict Muslim, South Asian family and community, a woman struggles to navigate trauma, shame and self-expression, when unexpected news forces her into a powerful reckoning. Today‘s episode featured Azzah Ahmad. You can find out more about Azzah by visiting her Instagram page @Lifeazziknowit. Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual abuse of a minor, suicidal ideation, explicit language Producer:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Sara Marinelli: [saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

13 Sep 2022

45 MINS

45:36

13 Sep 2022

#141

245: What if you were taken to the dark side?

A woman struggling to find herself finally discovers a place where she belongs and forms a deep friendship, but when she experiments with a powerful psychedelic the experience reveals more than she bargained for. Today's episode featured Ash Stryker. You can find out more about Ash and see her illustration and artwork by going to her website: [ashstryker.com/] (https://ashstryker.com/) Content/Trigger Warnings: eating disorder, drug use, drug overdose, hallucinations, explicit language Producer:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com/] (https://www.andrdewwaits.com/) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, thisisactuallyhappening.com Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

06 Sep 2022

47 MINS

47:58

06 Sep 2022