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  Wondery  

What if you were trafficked into a cult...or were mauled by a grizzly bear...or were stabbed 27 times by a serial killer - what would you do? This is Actually Happening brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them. From a man who woke up in the morgue to a woman stranded in a Mexican desert fighting to survive, these stories will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to hear what happens next. New episodes come out every Tuesday for free. Listen 1-week early and to exclusive past episodes - all ad-free - with Wondery+ or Amazon Music with a Prime membership or Amazon Music Unlimited subscription.

What if you were trafficked into a cult...or were mauled by a grizzly bear...or were stabbed 27 times by a serial killer - what would you do? This is Actually Happening brings you extraordinary true stories of life-changing events told by the people who lived them. From a man who woke up in the morgue to a woman stranded in a Mexican desert fighting to survive, these stories will have you on the edge of your seat waiting to hear what happens next. New episodes come out every Tuesday for free. Listen 1-week early and to exclusive past episodes - all ad-free - with Wondery+ or Amazon Music with a Prime membership or Amazon Music Unlimited subscription.

 

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#201

291: What if your wife had 21 personalities?

Growing up in poverty, a man finds an outlet in a racist metal band, when one day fate transforms him and he pursues an unlikely marriage, but when his wife begins to switch, new identities emerge that stretch the limits of love. Today’s episode featured Matthew Fanning. If you’d like to reach out to him, you can email at [fanning77120@gmail.com] (mailto:fanning77120@gmail.com) , or you can find him on Facebook at [facebook.com/100091861748877] (http://www.facebook.com/100091861748877) . Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock Content/Trigger Warnings: severe mental illness, Dissociative Identity Disorder, sexual assault, graphic bodily injury, domestic violence, suicide, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Re-Entry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

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#200

Listen Now: Hooked on Freddie

Did one man’s friendship with a dolphin go way – way – too far? It’s 1987 and theBritish seaside town of Amble has seen much better days.Sowhen a wildbottlenose dolphin nicknamed Freddie appears in the harbour, it feels like amiracle. Everyone wants to swim with him. But Freddie chooses one person aboveall others: Alan Cooper, a dedicated animal rights activist committed to freeingcaptive dolphins. But when Alan’s friendship with Freddie is turned against him,he finds himself in the fight of his life. Search 'Hooked on Freddie' wherever you get your podcasts. [https://wondery.com/links/hooked-on-freddie/] (https://wondery.com/links/hooked-on-freddie/) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

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#199

290: What if your husband entered The Void?

A woman leaves behind the wounds of her alcoholic father, only to find out that her husband’s addiction is threatening to ruin their family; but when he goes to find healing through a plant medicine ceremony, a shocking, darker truth is revealed. Today's guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you'd like to reach out to her, can can email at: [stilltallnlucky@gmail.com] (mailto:stilltallnlucky@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz Content/Trigger Warnings: alcoholism, domestic violence, sexual assault, mental illness, manic break, bipolar, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Website for Aviva Lipkowitz: [avivalipkowitz.com/] (https://www.avivalipkowitz.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

19 Sep 2023

1 HR 02 MINS

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19 Sep 2023

#198

289: What if you walked into your high school with a shotgun?

After facing abuse at a young age, a man develops a festering, unseen sense of emptiness that finds expression in an act of violence that would haunt him forever. Today’s episode featured Jon Romano. You can find out more about Jon by following him on TikTok, YouTube, Instagram, Threads and Snapchat all with the same handle: @JonSeekingPeace. If you’d like to reach out to him directly, you can also email him at [JonSeekingPeace@gmail.com] (mailto:JonSeekingPeace@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Aviva Lipkowitz Content/Trigger Warnings: sexual abuse of a minor, incest, gun violence, suicidal ideation, suicide, school shooting, graphic bodily injury, incarceration, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Website for Aviva Lipkowitz: [avivalipkowitz.com/] (https://www.avivalipkowitz.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Uncertain Outcomes/Embers” – SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

12 Sep 2023

1 HR 03 MINS

1:03:13

12 Sep 2023

#197

What if you entered the void? - [Rebroadcast #158]

Today we finish up our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We’ll return next week, September 12th with all new episodes for Season 13. A reminder that during this rebroadcast series, our friends of the show, Elly and T have been releasing a companion podcast called Trauma Bonded, where they discuss and dissect each episode of This Is Actually Happening.So check them out if you haven’t already, as they will continue releasing new episodes alongside the show as the new season begins next week. Today’s rebroadcast episode was one of the most powerful and personally impactful episodes for me and for the show itself. Titled “What if you entered the Void?” it follows the unbelievable journey of Dexter Booth and originally aired as episode 158 on July 28th, 2020. A man suffering the deep generational traumas of poverty, racism, abuse and mental illness finds transformative power in an ancient plant medicine. Producer:Whit Missildine Today’s episode featured Dexter L. Booth. Dexter is the author of the poetry collection,Scratching the Ghostfrom Graywolf Press, which won the 2012 Cave Canem Poetry Prize, as well as the chapbookRhapsodyfrom Etchings Press. Booth’s poems have been included in the anthologies The Best American Poetry 2015, The Burden of Light: Poems on Illness and Loss, The Golden Shovel Anthology honoring Gwendolyn Brooks, and Furious Flower:Seeding the Future of African American Poetry.He is a professor in the Ashland University MFA program and a residential faculty member at Paradise Valley Community College where he teaches poetry and English composition.You can find out more about Dexter, his writing and teaching by following him on Instagram@dexter_two_omelettes, or on Facebook or Twitter. You can find his books Scratching the Ghost and Rhapsody on Bookshop.org, Amazon, or wherever books are sold. Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [www.actuallyhappeningstore.com] (http://www.actuallyhappeningstore.com/) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:domestic abuse, mental illness, suicide, explicit language Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Union Flow” - Spuntic Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

05 Sep 2023

1 HR 09 MINS

1:09:10

05 Sep 2023

#196

What if it happened in broad daylight? - [Rebroadcast #142]

Today we continue with the fifth episode of our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We will return with all new episodes starting September 12th. Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if it happened in broad daylight?” originally aired as episode 142 on November 15th, 2019. A woman finally establishes herself in a job she loves when a customer commits an act that will change her life forever. Producer:Whit Missildine Editors: Nigel Coutinho, Whit Missildine Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [www.actuallyhappeningstore.com] (http://www.actuallyhappeningstore.com/) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:violent assault, explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

29 Aug 2023

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50:09

29 Aug 2023

#195

Listen Now – Over My Dead Body: Gone Hunting

When Mike Williams vanishes on a hunting trip, the authorities suspect he was eaten by alligators but the true predators who took Mike may lurk much closer to home. The mystery of Mike’s disappearance might have faded from memory, if it wasn’t for one woman’s tireless crusade. From Wondery, comes a new season of Over My Dead Body; a story about an obsessive love affair, a scandalous secret and a mother’s battle for the truth. Listen to Over My Dead Body: [Wondery.fm/_OMDB_] (http://Wondery.fm/_OMDB_) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

28 Aug 2023

05 MINS

05:41

28 Aug 2023

#194

What if you died? [Rebroadcast #197]

Today we continue with the fourth episode of our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We will return with all new episodes starting September 12th. Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you died?” originally aired as episode 197 on August 3rd, 2021. After surviving a brutal upbringing in the South Bronx, a man finds himself on the other side of death following a minor accident and returns with a profound awakening. Producers:Whit Missildine Today's episode featured Jose Hernandez. You can find out more about Jose and the work he is doing at: [https://innerimmersion.org] (https://innerimmersion.org/) where you can sign up to join the community and participate in the free Monthly conversations,"Evening Joe". To learn more about Jose's art check out his gallery at [https://www.josehernandezfineart.com] (https://www.josehernandezfineart.com/) . You can see Jose featured in the Netflix docuseries, "Surviving Death.” If you're interested in learning more about near-death experiences, Jose will be a featured speaker at the IANDS conference this year. IANDS stands for the International Association for Near Death Studies. He will be presenting "Embracing the Masculine: Helping Men make the Shift into the New Paradigm"with Randy Kolibaba, a highly decorated Canadian RCMP officer. IANDS have arranged to offer Jose and Randy's talk free to veterans so if there is a veteran in your life you think could benefit from hearing this talk, please direct them to IANDS and ask for Diane Cocoran [https://iands.org] (https://iands.org/) Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [https://wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:near death experience, domestic abuse, murder, gruesome violence, suicidal thinking, explicit language Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Union Flow” - Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources. National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

22 Aug 2023

1 HR 06 MINS

1:06:05

22 Aug 2023

#193

What if you killed someone? - [Rebroadcast #148]

Today we continue with the third episode of our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We will return with all new episodes starting September 12th. Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if you killed someone?” originally aired as episode 148 on February 11th, 2020. Firmly established in adulthood with a great career behind her and a wonderful life, a woman suddenly finds herself to be an unlikely perpetrator of the most horrible transgression. Producer:Whit Missildine Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [www.actuallyhappeningstore.com] (http://www.actuallyhappeningstore.com/) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:death, car crash, explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:“Cylinder Four/Cylinder Five” – Chris Zabriskie Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

15 Aug 2023

1 HR 01 MINS

1:01:19

15 Aug 2023

#192

What if your favorite celebrity had a crush on you? - [Rebroadcast #121]

Today we continue with the second episode of our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We will return with all new episodes starting September 12th. Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if your favorite celebrity had a crush on you?” originally aired as episode 121 on November 27th, 2018. “I’ve lived long enough existing in that gray area of not really knowing that maybe I will live the rest of my life not really knowing.” Episode Producer, Editor: Nigel Coutinho [www.nigelc.info] (http://www.nigelc.info/) Show Producer:Whit Missildine Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [www.actuallyhappeningstore.com] (http://www.actuallyhappeningstore.com/) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:Nigel Coutinho Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

08 Aug 2023

36 MINS

36:32

08 Aug 2023

#191

What if your son stabbed your daughter? - [Rebroadcast #128]

Today we begin our annual 6-week summer rebroadcast series. We’ll be on hiatus starting today and will return with all new episodes starting September 12th. Also, a reminder, last week our friends of the show Elly and T started their own companion podcast, called Trauma Bonded where they discuss and dissect This Is Actually Happening episodes. They’ll be releasing new episodes throughout the break and throughout next season as well, so check out Trauma Bonded if you want a deeper dive into the show.Today’s rebroadcast episode “What if your son stabbed your daughter?” originally aired as episode 128 on March 19th, 2019. Escaping a dysfunctional family background and finally raising a wonderful family of her own, a woman’s son commits a shocking crime that throws everything into chaos. Producer:Whit Missildine Editor: Nigel Coutinho Social Media:Instagram: @actuallyhappening Website: [www.thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon [https://www.patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Engage with the Community:Join the This Is Actually Happening Discussion Group on Facebook: [https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/] (https://www.facebook.com/groups/201783687561039/) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [www.actuallyhappeningstore.com] (http://www.actuallyhappeningstore.com/) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Content/Trigger Warnings:explicit language Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed:Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Outro Music:"The Moon is Down" - El Diablo & Adam Schraft (Rojo y Negro) @ [eldiablosf] (https://soundcloud.com/eldiablosf) @ [rojo-y-negro] (https://soundcloud.com/rojo-y-negro) [www.eldiablobass.com/] (http://www.eldiablobass.com/) Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide Prevention Lifeline:1-800-273-8255 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) Crisis Text Line:Within the US, text HOME to 741741 See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

01 Aug 2023

44 MINS

44:32

01 Aug 2023

#190

288: What if you didn't know you were in a cult?

Going from a highly privileged family to college at Princeton to a career as the first male supermodel, Hoyt Richards was truly living the dream, but as he fell deeper under the influence of magnetic mentor, he started living a secret life that threatened to consume him. Today’s episode featured Hoyt Richards. If you want to dive deeper into many of the elements Hoyt touched on in this episode, and hear more from him, he also has his own incredible podcast called WhaTheFlok?! – Cult Survival Stories, co-hosted by Chele Roland, where they feature experts, guests and speak to their personal histories, sharing cult survival stories and exposing the underbelly of how cults use indoctrination to kidnap the mind and hijack the soul. You can check out the podcast wherever you listen or on [whatheflok.com] (http://whatheflok.com/) . You can also find out more about Hoyt on Instagram @hoytrich andif you would like to contact him, you can email him through his manager Rebecca Kitt at [rebeccakitt@mac.com] (mailto:rebeccakitt@mac.com) . Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Jason Blalock Content/Trigger Warnings:verbal abuse, religious trauma, cult experience, death and dying, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

25 Jul 2023

1 HR 14 MINS

1:14:11

25 Jul 2023

#189

287: What if you couldn’t explain his heinous act?

Growing up with undiagnosed autism and confronting her mother’s death at a young age, a woman struggles to understand herself and her family, but when her father commits an incomprehensible act, she is left tragically bewildered. Today’s episode featured Andrea Schwam. If you’d like to contact her, you can email at andreaschwam@gmail.com. Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits, Sara Marinelli Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, death, murder, suicide, animal cruelty, animal death, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Website for Sara Marinelli: [saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” – Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

18 Jul 2023

45 MINS

45:09

18 Jul 2023

#188

286: What if you were born without a hand?

Being born without his right hand, man’s resentment and monstrous self-image deepen as family and doctors intervene to fix his condition, leading him to question what would truly make him whole. Today’s episode featured Ryan. If you’d like to reach out to him you can email at [ryan.a.20918@gmail.com] (mailto:ryan.a.20918@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: medical trauma, amputation, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Re-Rntry” – Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

11 Jul 2023

46 MINS

46:08

11 Jul 2023

#187

285: What if your life was not your own?

After growing up with a father she could never fully please and a trauma she couldn’t share, a woman is slowly groomed into an underworld of sex work beyond what she bargained for. Today’s guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you’d like to reach out to her, you can email at [xoxoskye00@gmail.com] (mailto:xoxoskye00@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Aviva Lipkowitz, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: rape, domestic abuse, sex work, suicide attempt, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Coutinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

04 Jul 2023

56 MINS

56:07

04 Jul 2023

#186

284: What if you found the antidote in the venom?

Growing up Muslim in the Middle East, a woman juggles the chaotic expectations of a severely abusive mother with her desire for self-expression; but when she comes into a sexual awakening, a secret world opens where a deeper healing waits. Producers:Whit Missildine, Aviva Lipkowitz, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, domestic abuse of a minor, sexual fetish and kink, BDSM, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Uncertain Outcomes” - SkyeVoyager Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

27 Jun 2023

49 MINS

49:25

27 Jun 2023

#185

283: What if you saved your family from annihilation?

Grappling with a lifetime of looming abuse from his father and a mother suffering from paralysis, a man decides to cut ties with his parents, only to set in motion a new set of horrors that threaten to decimate his entire family. Today’s episode featured Jesse. If you’d like to reach out to him, you can contact at [jessefromtiah@gmail.com] (mailto:jessefromtiah@gmail.com) . Producers:Whit Missildine, Aviva Lipkowitz, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic violence, domestic abuse of a minor, attempted murder, suicidal ideation, suicide, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

20 Jun 2023

48 MINS

48:19

20 Jun 2023

#184

282: What if you believed you were unlovable?

After escaping a childhood of bewildering traumas, a woman gives herself fully to a charming man with dark secrets, but when justice comes, she awakens to new self-insights and a unique superpower. Today’s guest requested to remain anonymous, but if you’d like to reach out to her, you can email at [stickandsand60.3@gmail.com] (mailto:stickandsand60.3@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: mental illness, child neglect, childhood sexual abuse, sexual assault, eating disorder, anorexia, suicidal ideation, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Union Flow” - Spuntic Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

13 Jun 2023

58 MINS

58:52

13 Jun 2023

#183

281: What if you entered the belly of the Narco beast?

Escaping the tumult and abuses of his childhood through music, a young man lands a dream gig at a premiere nightclub in Mexico, but when the party’s over, he finds himself inside the underbelly that lurks beneath the glamour. Today's episode featured Gladden Rangel. You can find out more about him on Instagram @gladden_sane or on Facebook at Eddie IZM. You can also contact him over email at [GladdenRangel@gmail.com] (mailto:GladdenRangel@gmail.com) Producers:Whit Missildine, Jason Blalock, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: domestic abuse, drug use, murder, torture, incarceration, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Jason Blalock: [jasonblalock.com] (http://www.jasonblalock.com) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:"Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: ReEntry by Lee Rosevere Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

06 Jun 2023

1 HR 02 MINS

1:02:38

06 Jun 2023

#182

280: What if you lived on the line between life and death?

Growing up in a family of ex-Scientologists, a person finds solace in relationships, when they suddenly fall in love with someone calling everything in their life into question while descending into mental illness. Today's episode featured Cass Donish. Cass is a poet, writer, and educator from the West Coast. They write about queer desire, grief and loss, and ecology. They live in Missouri. Website: [cassdonish.com] (http://cassdonish.com/) Producers:Whit Missildine, Aviva Lipkowitz, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings: suicide, suicidal ideation, mental illness, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: Ambient Themes by Nigel Countinho Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

30 May 2023

56 MINS

56:03

30 May 2023

#181

279: What if you survived online child exploitation?

After being subjected to horrific abuses from his schizophrenic father as a child, a man later descends into his own mental illness, but as he struggles to recover, a freak accident unexpectedly awakens him into a new life. Today’s episode featured Alex. You can find out more about Alex and his drag performances on Instagram @ellum_ayo. Producers:Whit Missildine, Sara Marinelli, Andrew Waits Content/Trigger Warnings:sexual abuse, sexual exploitation of a minor, mental illness, hallucinations, death, drowning, explicit language Social Media: Instagram: @actuallyhappening Twitter: @TIAHPodcast Website: [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/) Website for Sara Marinelli: [saramarinelli.com] (http://www.saramarinelli.com) Website for Andrew Waits: [andrdewwaits.com] (http://www.andrdewwaits.com) Support the Show:Support The Show on Patreon: [patreon.com/happening] (https://www.patreon.com/happening) Wondery Plus:All episodes of the show prior to episode #130 are now part of the Wondery Plus premium service.To access the fullcatalog of episodes, and get all episodes ad free, sign up for Wondery Plus at [wondery.com/plus] (https://wondery.com/plus) Shop at the Store:The This Is Actually Happening online store is now officially open. Follow this link: [thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop] (https://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com/shop) to access branded t-shirts, posters, stickers and more from the shop. Transcripts:Full transcripts of each episode are now available on the website, [thisisactuallyhappening.com] (http://www.thisisactuallyhappening.com) Intro Music:""Illabye" – Tipper Music Bed: “Cylinder Four/Five” – Chris Zabriskie Services If you or someone you know is struggling with the effects of trauma or mental illness, please refer to the following resources: National Suicide and Crisis Lifeline:Text or Call 988 National Alliance on Mental Illness:1-800-950-6264 National Sexual Assault Hotline (RAINN):1-800-656-HOPE (4673) See Privacy Policy at [https://art19.com/privacy] (https://art19.com/privacy) and California Privacy Notice at [https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info] (https://art19.com/privacy#do-not-sell-my-info) . ... Read more

23 May 2023

44 MINS

44:26

23 May 2023