WTF is on my Mind?! podcast

WTF is on my Mind?!

Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success.Mark was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1965. Taking his first photograph at age four, he quickly discovered his passion for being behind the camera. After attending film and drama school in South Africa, he began working his way up the ranks of the camera department, from Assistant to Operator to Cinematographer. His first big break came as Director of Photography on the musical “SARAFINA,” starring Whoopi Goldberg. In 1992, he set his sights on Hollywood and relocated to Los Angeles to shoot his first studio picture for Disney; “FATHERHOOD,” starring Patrick Swayze and Halle Berry. At the age of 26, he became one of the youngest cinematographers to shoot a big-budget studio picture. Over the next few decades, he went on to shoot an additional 14 feature films and numerous documentaries, music videos and commercials. Mark soon found there were in him, untold stories he desperately wanted to express as a Director. He was driven by the conviction that tales of greatness, nobility and introspection could be exciting and financially successful. Perhaps because of the very obvious race and class iniquities in South Africa, he found himself propelled to question certain fundamental assumptions at a very young age. Beliefs about human behavior, cosmology, religion, existentialism and mysticism. Along the way, he stumbled into a few situations where leaders with malignant pathologies (masquerading as saintly philosophers) spoke the talk of self-improvement but did untold damage to their followers... and him. Looking back, he can now say he has been in at least two cults. His last foray into personal growth and his defection from NXIVM was chronicled in the HBO series “The Vow”. Mark and a few plucky whistleblowers exposed the criminal activities of the organization, resulting in multiple arrests and indictments. He doesn’t consider himself a cult expert, but by his own admission, “I’m an expert in being screwed over, waking up, and knowing how to spot them.” He’s got a pretty salty approach to most things and is fascinated by the myriad patterns in the human psychodynamic that create the best and the worst in civilization. Join Mark as he unpacks a whole range of topics to do with: Psychology, Consciousness, Morality, Narcissistic Abuse, Spirituality, Cults, Propaganda, Science, Filmmaking, and Philosophy.You never quite know what you’re going to get, as it really does depend on… WTF is on his mind?!

Author, Speaker, Whistleblower and award-winning Director Mark Vicente was behind the sleeper hit “What The Bleep Do We Know?!” Several books have been written about the film’s remarkable grassroots marketing campaign, which led to its unprecedented success.Mark was born in Johannesburg, South Africa in 1965. Taking his first photograph at age four, he quickly discovered his passion for being behind the camera. After attending film and drama school in South Africa, he began working his way up the ranks of the camera department, from Assistant to Operator to Cinematographer. His first big break came as Director of Photography on the musical “SARAFINA,” starring Whoopi Goldberg. In 1992, he set his sights on Hollywood and relocated to Los Angeles to shoot his first studio picture for Disney; “FATHERHOOD,” starring Patrick Swayze and Halle Berry. At the age of 26, he became one of the youngest cinematographers to shoot a big-budget studio picture. Over the next few decades, he went on to shoot an additional 14 feature films and numerous documentaries, music videos and commercials. Mark soon found there were in him, untold stories he desperately wanted to express as a Director. He was driven by the conviction that tales of greatness, nobility and introspection could be exciting and financially successful. Perhaps because of the very obvious race and class iniquities in South Africa, he found himself propelled to question certain fundamental assumptions at a very young age. Beliefs about human behavior, cosmology, religion, existentialism and mysticism. Along the way, he stumbled into a few situations where leaders with malignant pathologies (masquerading as saintly philosophers) spoke the talk of self-improvement but did untold damage to their followers... and him. Looking back, he can now say he has been in at least two cults. His last foray into personal growth and his defection from NXIVM was chronicled in the HBO series “The Vow”. Mark and a few plucky whistleblowers exposed the criminal activities of the organization, resulting in multiple arrests and indictments. He doesn’t consider himself a cult expert, but by his own admission, “I’m an expert in being screwed over, waking up, and knowing how to spot them.” He’s got a pretty salty approach to most things and is fascinated by the myriad patterns in the human psychodynamic that create the best and the worst in civilization. Join Mark as he unpacks a whole range of topics to do with: Psychology, Consciousness, Morality, Narcissistic Abuse, Spirituality, Cults, Propaganda, Science, Filmmaking, and Philosophy.You never quite know what you’re going to get, as it really does depend on… WTF is on his mind?!

 

#93

NXIVM & the Psychology of Self-Pity w/ Richard Grannon

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30 Nov 2025

40 MINS

40:06

30 Nov 2025


#92

Radical Self-Respect After Narcissistic Abuse w/ Jared Mello

What does it really take to stop repeating toxic patterns? To finally choose yourself afte... more

16 Nov 2025

1 HR 00 MINS

1:00:56

16 Nov 2025


#91

Borderline or Narcissist? w/ Richard Grannon

In this episode, I sit down with Richard Grannon to ask the question that’s been on my min... more

02 Nov 2025

49 MINS

49:06

02 Nov 2025


#90

Victim Blaming w/ Richard Grannon

This conversation with Richard Grannon covers a topic I’ve been wanting to unpack for a lo... more

26 Oct 2025

59 MINS

59:22

26 Oct 2025


#89

Narcissistic Abuse is like Radiation Poisoning

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19 Oct 2025

13 MINS

13:00

19 Oct 2025


#88

Are Narcissists Born or Made? w/ Dr Peter Salerno

In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, I sit down with Dr. Peter Salerno — a retired psyc... more

21 Sep 2025

1 HR 02 MINS

1:02:03

21 Sep 2025


#87

WTF Happened to God in Psychology? w/ Richard Grannon

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14 Sep 2025

1 HR 04 MINS

1:04:10

14 Sep 2025


#86

Bad Vegan Resurrected: Sarma Melngailis Sets the Record Straight

In this follow-up conversation, filmmaker, whistleblower, and podcast host Mark Vicente si... more

07 Sep 2025

1 HR 08 MINS

1:08:37

07 Sep 2025


#85

Mind Mapping Insanity: How Cults Normalize Madness

In this episode of WTF is On My Mind?!, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente explores ... more

31 Aug 2025

23 MINS

23:41

31 Aug 2025


#84

Drinking Blood, Draining Souls w/ Richard Grannon - The Vampire-Narcissist Connection

In this episode of WTF is on My Mind?!, filmmaker and whistleblower Mark Vicente sits down... more

17 Aug 2025

1 HR 03 MINS

1:03:06

17 Aug 2025


#83

You’re Dead to Me - Shunning as Social Control

In this episode of WTF Is On My Mind?!, Mark Vicente pulls back the curtain on one of the ... more

03 Aug 2025

22 MINS

22:40

03 Aug 2025


#82

Epstein, Political Blackmail & Why No One’s Coming to Save Us!

What happens when people finally see through the lies? Mark Vicente breaks down the Epstei... more

20 Jul 2025

23 MINS

23:34

20 Jul 2025


#81

Peterson & Rogan Expose the Dark Tetrad: Parasites Among Us - w/ Vicente & Grannon

In this unflinching conversation, Richard Grannon and Mark Vicente dissect a crucial Jorda... more

06 Jul 2025

59 MINS

59:21

06 Jul 2025