The Whole Story // risking it all for electric motorsport dreams podcast

The Whole Story // risking it all for electric motorsport dreams

'Life is good, life is hard, these two truths are unrelated.' In the middle of a global pandemic, my family decided to risk it all and follow our teenage son Ellis's passion for racing, leaving everything behind in the US and heading to Europe. This podcast is a series of audio recordings of the journal I've been keeping since the day we got on the road. Shamelessly authentic and always with a sense of humor, I hope this story gives you a look behind the sheen of social media of what it's like to risk it all with the people you love the most & who drive you the craziest, all at once.

'Life is good, life is hard, these two truths are unrelated.' In the middle of a global pandemic, my family decided to risk it all and follow our teenage son Ellis's passion for racing, leaving everything behind in the US and heading to Europe. This podcast is a series of audio recordings of the journal I've been keeping since the day we got on the road. Shamelessly authentic and always with a sense of humor, I hope this story gives you a look behind the sheen of social media of what it's like to risk it all with the people you love the most & who drive you the craziest, all at once.

 

#102

episode_102 // still jet-lagged, now in Dusseldorf

Want to hear what being jet-lagged on the opposite side of the globe looks like? More mean... more

09 Sep 2025

07 MINS

07:42

09 Sep 2025


#101

episode_101 // jet-lagged jotting

Want to know what's on my mind at 3:17am in Las Vegas? Hazy thoughts about new opportu... more

02 Sep 2025

09 MINS

09:09

02 Sep 2025


#100

episode_100 // saying no for the first time in 4 years

There's a first time for everything, and here you'll hear about us actually, final... more

26 Aug 2025

11 MINS

11:19

26 Aug 2025


#99

episode_99 // back of the napkin math

No one tells you the numbers. The real costs. We speak in code and generalizations because... more

19 Aug 2025

21 MINS

21:57

19 Aug 2025


#98

episode_98 // the lonely road, feeling stupid and other ponderings

Call it imposter sydrome, self doubt or existential crisis. When it hits, it hits hard, an... more

12 Aug 2025

07 MINS

07:41

12 Aug 2025


#97

episode_97 // in situ, alone, in Dusseldorf

Nearly every year it ends up that I find myself solo in May while the boys head off to the... more

05 Aug 2025

08 MINS

08:42

05 Aug 2025


#96

episode_96 // time is a slinky

I'm having a meta moment where I'm writing and simultaneously recording podcast ep... more

29 Jul 2025

08 MINS

08:45

29 Jul 2025


#95

episode_95 // 45th birthday thoughts

Don't get excited for any big birthday bash plans or meta thoughts on a life worth liv... more

22 Jul 2025

04 MINS

04:50

22 Jul 2025


#94

episode_94 // a rant on Renegade-ness

What are we doing, why are we doing it, and are we doing it right? This season's unfolding... more

15 Jul 2025

10 MINS

10:04

15 Jul 2025


#93

episode _93 // bring the Renegade home?

In this episode you'll hear my first inklings that a return home to the US might be immine... more

04 Jul 2025

08 MINS

08:35

04 Jul 2025


#92

episode_92 // going next level in Las Vegas

From rolling over his car in the final race to rocking autographs on people's shoes on the... more

03 Jul 2025

10 MINS

10:44

03 Jul 2025


#91

episode_91 // hitting the dirt & biting the bullet

Despite somehow taking a 5 week break between entries from the start of the year until thi... more

02 Jul 2025

08 MINS

08:10

02 Jul 2025


#90

episode_90 // Welcome to Season 5

It's been a minute, but I'm back for more! This episode introduces the start of the 2024 s... more

01 Jul 2025

07 MINS

07:26

01 Jul 2025


#89

episode_89 // a season 4 low key finale

And there it is-- another beginning of an end of a beginning. A new year's entry that stra... more

19 Nov 2024

09 MINS

09:39

19 Nov 2024


#88

episode_88 // an American Thanksgiving experience in Germany

Explicitly American holidays like Thanksgiving are always a bit odd in Germany, but we mak... more

12 Nov 2024

09 MINS

09:19

12 Nov 2024


#87

episode_87 // a moment of existential crisis

And there it is... always sneaking around a corner, a deep, existential questioning, takin... more

05 Nov 2024

04 MINS

04:54

05 Nov 2024


#86

episode_86 // birthday plans, derailed

Your kid only turns 18 once, and even when you try to do nice things, they don't always pa... more

29 Oct 2024

09 MINS

09:27

29 Oct 2024


#85

episode_85 // holding opposing ideas

Back at the laundrymat, reflecting on the end of Ellis's NXT Gen Cup championship, and fin... more

22 Oct 2024

10 MINS

10:04

22 Oct 2024


#84

episode_84 // another laundrymat musing on paralell realities

Once again outside the laundrymat, I'm wondering if I should write about 'what' or 'how an... more

20 Oct 2024

06 MINS

06:37

20 Oct 2024


#83

episode_83 // a regroup on a deflated season ender

It's clear in this entry I'm still working to regroup from the last few rounds of the NXT ... more

19 Oct 2024

08 MINS

08:36

19 Oct 2024


#82

episode_82 // coming home empty handed

Two back to back race weekends, no trophies. A series of mechanical failures made for som... more

27 Aug 2024

09 MINS

09:49

27 Aug 2024


#81

episode_81 // reflections from a swedish laundry room

Laundry, again. Halfway through a 6 week blitz on the road, I'm reflecting on where w... more

20 Aug 2024

05 MINS

05:12

20 Aug 2024