Cotard’s delusion, also known as Cotard’s syndrome, is an extremely rare condition where the patient believes that they are actually dead. For the bestselling author Esmé Weijun Wang, Cotard’s came along after she had already been traveling a difficult road that involved schizoaffective disorder along with a host of other mental health issues. While experiencing Cotard’s, Esmé urgently told her husband that he was dead too and so was their dog. She believed, was certain, that the life she was experiencing was kind of a simulation where she had to prove herself worthy of a second chance and not an eternity in Hell. We also hear about the shocking way Yale handled Esmé’s mental health and about the trauma very early in childhood that she thinks led to the complex PTSD that fueled a lot of her mental health challenges.Thank you to all our listeners who support the show as <a href="https://maximumfun.org/join/">monthly members of Maximum Fun</a>.Check out our <a href="https://maxfunstore.com/collections/depresh-mode">I’m Glad You’re Here and Depresh Mode merchandise</a> at the brand new merch website <a href="https://maxfunstore.com/">MaxFunStore.com</a>!Hey, remember, you’re part of Depresh Mode and we want to hear what you want to hear about. What guests and issues would you like to have covered in a future episode? Write us at <a href="mailto:depreshmode@maximumfun.org" target="_blank">depreshmode@maximumfun.org</a>.Depresh Mode is on <a href="https://bsky.app/profile/did:plc:4m4bextt67sjz6ptxxk65i5d">BlueSky</a>, <a href="https://www.instagram.com/depreshpod/?hl=en">Instagram</a>, <a href="https://johnmoe.substack.com/">Substack</a>, and you can join our <a href="https://www.facebook.com/groups/preshies">Preshies Facebook group</a>. Help is available right away.The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline: 988 or 1-800-273-8255, 1-800-273-TALKCrisis Text Line: Text HOME to 741741.International suicide hotline numbers available here: <a href="https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines" target="_blank">https://www.opencounseling.com/suicide-hotlines</a>

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